I have been so outta it all last week and this weekend. And figures I start recovering on Sunday before yet another week begins. I wanted to go out so badly yesterday but I was so ill. Shucks.
What is it with male friends? They learn your single and all of a sudden they arn't content with being friends anymore. Okay I am not that naive, deep down I always knew they were after something. But still. Have a little tact about it. One "friend" even told me to quit dicking him around and gave me an ultimatum already. To hell with that... you want to dominate me that's more than fine. Build up my trust. Let's enter a relationship and you can do whatever you want in the bedroom. DON'T tell me I have to be with you or we just can't be friends no more. That's so annoying. SO naturally I told him what he could go fuck. My apologies to people who don't curse who may read this. I get pretty bad when I am pissed.
I also managed to piss my good friend Joe off. Whoops. It's just that we don't have well anything in common besides a mutual attraction. I made some comment that I guess cut too deep and now he is currently not talking to me. Go figure.
That's me! A one woman wrecking crew. If only it worked for the idiots I am trying to get rid of. This one guy James. OMG. Fucking get the picture. I avoid you when I see you. I did nothing short of blowing you the fuck off at the store. I hid my face!!! Take a hint. BUT no. He calls again tonight. I don't have it in me to just say look I am not even interested please don't call. I did that before and in the most pathetic manner he goes, well I just want to be friends. Is that okay? How do you say no I don't need another friend without hurting someones feelings. He has to be the most annoying person on earth! Between the phone calls and emails you would think we knew each other for life. I didn't even talk when he called today. i just grunted here and there to show I was still on the line and finally said I had to go. Course he asked if he could call later and I told him I was busy. I hate being mean but why can't they just take a hint?
Now that thats off my chest. I am sooo happy that my back is doing amazingly better. (knock on wood) There is still some tenderness esp to the touch between my shoulder blades but the horrific lower pain is gone. I still spasm every now and then but its much more tolerable. I have even begun some light exercises again. I can't wait to get back on a full workout routine. I need to get this aggression out badly!!!!!!!!!
And for a laugh, but I am semi serious about it, I am attempting to be *gulp* celibate. In all honesty I am doing very well since its been since umm someone was born. But how long can it last? My friend Amanda wagered $50 that it would be over in a month. Some support huh? But like I told her. I don't do random. And I don't plan on entering a relationship anytime soon! So what choice does that give me. Joe didn't laugh when I told him this. He rather rejoiced. He is so Godly sometimes it scares me. He upped the anti and told me to keep my hands off myself too. Wait? WTF How do you go that long without??? I called him a hypocrit. Hey maybe thats what inspired my way harsh comments to him. So I guess I will be going celibate COMPLETELY. This is pretty much a lesson in futility. But his challenge is 40 days and 40 nights. He said something about a movie he seen. I think I heard of it. This is going to be a trip. I am going to be soo cranky. I hope no one reads this. Heres to honesty! Right?

On a very good note... Greg is recovering slowly but surely. He is still in a coma. But his breathing rate or oxygen rate is going up! So with any luck there will be some definite signs in the next week or two. I plan on calling my aunt in a bit actually to find out the latest. Thanks to any and all who prayed.